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razorproof @ 2005-11-28T08:20:00

2005-11-28T13:20:45Z

I made a new journal. Add it and I'll add you right back.
This is the last time I'm going to update with my new name.

eubacteria

razorproof @ 2005-11-06T17:54:00

2005-11-07T23:04:24Z

KINGDOM MONERA: you know what i was thinking about today.
BHeather10: my ass?
KINGDOM MONERA: that and how god damn awesome north carolina is going to be now that we'll drive.
BHeather10: <-- just started dying of laughter
BHeather10: I KNOW!! AND HOPEFULLY I'LL GET A JEEP AND WE CAN DRIVE WITH THE TOP DOWN AND EVERYTHING!
KINGDOM MONERA: =-O
KINGDOM MONERA: I'M SO EXCITED!
BHeather10: sammme!
KINGDOM MONERA: we're going to get bagels and cream cheese out the wazoo.
KINGDOM MONERA: did i really just say that.
BHeather10: hahahahahhahahaha
BHeather10: wazooo
KINGDOM MONERA: trueeee.
BHeather10: bojangles! we can go eat there. hahhaa
KINGDOM MONERA: hahahaha true!
KINGDOM MONERA: we're gay. but i love ussss.
BHeather10: heather get your finger out of there!
BHeather10: haha same
KINGDOM MONERA: hahahahahahahah
KINGDOM MONERA: oh my god.
BHeather10: WHAT DO YOU CALL THEM, OH. FEET!
BHeather10: hahahah im thinking of all this stuff now
KINGDOM MONERA: I DIED WHEN YOU SAID THAT.
KINGDOM MONERA: LIKE LITERALLY DIED.
BHeather10: hahahaha
KINGDOM MONERA: we laughed for hours.
BHeather10: hahaha yeah we did
BHeather10: no- funniest thing ever was when we left the door open and come back and all the bugs
KINGDOM MONERA: miss it. miss you in a way.
BHeather10: pain in the ass but hilarious
KINGDOM MONERA: hahahahahah oh my god.
KINGDOM MONERA: and we had to go around and kill them all.
BHeather10: hahaha yeah
BHeather10: it was like attack of the bugs
BHeather10: it was insane
KINGDOM MONERA: oh jesus.
BHeather10: and me crying with that giant spider. hbsadisdsa i cant even think about it! lol
BHeather10: WOW I JUST SAID 3498739827 THINGS THAT HAPPENDED
KINGDOM MONERA: all those babies crawling out of it.
KINGDOM MONERA: but then there were such good times!
BHeather10: ahhh so gross
KINGDOM MONERA: the hot tub and our talks. the walks on the beach.
BHeather10: i wanted to die
BHeather10: "we're on the edge of the earth we could just fall off."
KINGDOM MONERA: i loved that moment.
KINGDOM MONERA: i loved that feeling.
KINGDOM MONERA: the ocean is right there.
BHeather10: yeahhh it was awesome
BHeather10: we just like got up and ran to the beach
KINGDOM MONERA: and nothing is stopped all of that water from crushing every piece of land. but we can lay right next to it.
KINGDOM MONERA: i just think it's awesome.
BHeather10: it is
BHeather10: lol
KINGDOM MONERA: most girls are all like "i love the beach" but that's because of tanning and guys. but i just love it cause it's calming. and it feels like a vacation from every problem there ever was.
KINGDOM MONERA: this year will bring us real close together.
BHeather10: yeah it will
BHeather10: this year's going to be awesome
BHeather10: i hope
BHeather10: better be screw that
BHeather10: lol
KINGDOM MONERA: it's november. and we're excited for the end of summer.
BHeather10: hahaha i know right

SO GLAD THE BULLSHIT IS OVER WITH. LOVE HER.

razorproof @ 2005-11-02T16:41:00

2005-11-03T21:43:46Z

nyr14788: shes got mad back fat
nyr14788: its like side skin eruption out of her pants

I LOVE MY LIFE.

razorproof @ 2005-10-29T01:01:00

2005-10-30T05:03:00Z

LOVE 'EM.

razorproof @ 2005-10-26T16:15:00

2005-10-27T20:30:40Z

For the first time in a long time, I actually feel like updating something with meaning. Not just with pictures or a stupid sentence about how I saw my boyfriend. Whether or not you get the meaning, is another story. I like to write for me, not for people's pleasure.

It seems as though looking back on things,
is when you realize their reality.
Everything sky rockets, then plummets.
And it all seems too common.
When no effort is put forth, no progress will be made.
In either direction.

It's how you make a terrible day better,
just by calling to say, "Hi."

Chelsi is a really good person to talk to. She listens, understands, but most importantly; doesn't already have an opinion on something when she doesn't know the whole story. I respect that. I respect her. And besides us being beasts at spanish, we have the most meaningful conversations I've had with a friend in a while. We're going to hangout soon and just talk. I'm excited.

You're loud and obnoxious. More people hate you than you could ever imagine. And your friends all talk shit on you. I guess life is good, right? You have the right to open your mouth about anyone at all? Nah.

alone on a train, aimless in wonder.
an outdated map crumbled in my pocket.
but i didn't care where i was going,
cause they're all different names for the same place.

razorproof @ 2005-10-25T21:37:00

2005-10-27T01:41:12Z

I hope people feel real fucking stupid, seeing how none of my posts or conversations have anything at all to do with Heather and/or Jim. So people need to get out of this thought process that I could go that low to, or not care about someone I'll always know better than you, and all the shit ~~she's~~ WE'VE talked on you. So sit the fuck down, you'll never take my place.

razorproof @ 2005-10-25T15:40:00

2005-10-26T19:43:43Z

I like watching people I don't like go through hard times. I hope that's not a bad thing. I like Jaimie, and history class today.

razorproof @ 2005-10-22T14:44:00

2005-10-23T18:47:53Z

New blonde and broken finger

Lindsey

Veronica

On the train

In Taco Bell

Had a lot of fun this weekend. Keith left early Saturday morning for Lancaster to record their new CD. So Veronica woke me up and I went there. South Street in the rain with Linds and Jes, back to Vron's. Jaimie, Dayna, and Claire showed up. Dyed hair. Cute night. Linds just brought me home.

Sean Parsons broke my finger with a tennis racket. It hurts like hell.

Forget trying to be a good friend. Just goes to show alot about you.

razorproof @ 2005-10-19T21:16:00

2005-10-21T01:21:42Z

Friday; Dinner with Daddy, then Keith's.
Saturday; Pick up Vron and Devon, train station, South Street with them and Linds and Jes. Blacklisted show. Come home, everyone goes to Veronica's. We camp/party all night.
Sunday; Was supposed to see Heather. AKA, no plans.

I'm so excited for this.
Girls weekend. Lots of pictures.

razorproof @ 2005-10-17T17:55:00

2005-10-18T21:56:57Z

Yeserday was Veronica's with Devon, Taco Bell, and PRIDE. Tonight is Friday's with Jaimie, Veronica, Amanda, Dayna, Claire, Lindsey, and Jess for Jaimie's birthday. Tomorrow I get to see Keith. Friday we're having a cute boyfriend/girlfriend night. Saturday is Philly with Devon, Veronica, and maybe Amanda. Then Blacklisted that night? Sunday, I don't know yet. I'm happy.

razorproof @ 2005-10-14T01:50:00

2005-10-15T05:54:18Z

I like the way things are going right now. Me and Vron went to the PRIDE dance tonight. It was alot of fun. Jaimie, Dayna, and Amanda were all there which only made it 10x better. We danced like black girls and sang sappy love songs. It was fun. Tomorrow I'm seeing Keith. ♥

razorproof @ 2005-10-10T16:21:00

2005-10-11T20:25:22Z

I had alot of fun this weekend.

Sunday I ended up waking up and then Veronica picked me up. We went and applied at a Halloween store close by. Then we went back to her house, she drew tattoos, and we talked. Devon ended up coming later! And that was exciting. Somewhere in between laughing and nine cans of Pepsi, we got to know her a little. Sunday I came home and went to my drug test then Dev picked me up for Fright Fest. That in itself is a story. All in all it was alot of fun and I like the new people I'm getting to know.

Hanging out with Keith on Wednesday night, and hopefully Philly with Dev and possibly Vron on Thursday. ♥

razorproof @ 2005-09-17T12:13:00

2005-09-17T19:18:27Z

It's been hard, but it's working. I'm really glad. I feel like I have alot to offer after everything I've learned. And if I get this job, we're set. There's no words to thank you for this, but I will give you all of my love, all day, everyday, and hope that might be enough. You're my hero, and what I want to be like. You make the right decisions without help from anyone. You're a great person, inside and out and I want you to know how lucky I am to know that you love me. This next month or so, with Fester's show and the Morgun show, that night, our days off from school, and our two year, we have alot to look forward to. I'm in love with you, and this next and last chance I have to show you, is precious. The moments are precious. Our time together is precious. We're going to make it. We're going to get married and have those kids, and eat that ramen. We'll be like our favourite parent, and let them say the few curse words we talked about. We'll watch our son come home one day from the mall and have a cute girl call him. We'll watch them fall in love and have our daughter realize one day what they were doing in the basement. We'll hear our little girl on the phone, laughing and saying, "My little hottie." We'll give her away one day, to that same highschool sweetheart. We'll keep the cycle of true love going, because God knows this is true. And we're two of the very few people who will experience it, not only this young, but experience it at all. I love you, Keith.